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Monday, October 20, 2008

HELLOO PEOPLE :D
going to post abit more lahhs .
casue idk lahhs . very fan lahhs .
&& jus wished that smone will know hw much i love that person , its jus that i nvr say . [ but wadd the use nw ? that person ddun ven care abt me anymore . nt even abit D: !
jus feeling very hurt alright , but no one knows D: ! last time this kindd of things happen , i didnt ddo this to you . BUT NW ! you did this to me D: ! talk to me like dk wadd ._. & show me hw much i mean to you ; nt even a thing ._. maybe jus a small cell in ur heart ba ... you show me hw much ur friendds mean to you . & show me that you ddun trust me at all , from the start till now ? you rather say all the things to them , than me , keep away from me . YARH , you show me hw much i nt worth at all ! & show me hw you really treat me as ... nth D: letting me cry everydday ._. letting me cry myself to slp every night [ cause cant slp ] , when you r slping so well ._. making me so painful , when you r having fun & happy ; pushing me asidde , leaving me alone .
you ddun seem even care abt anything . NOW , you even lie again & again . hurting me again & again . i didnt did this to you , why must you ddo this to me . forget it , you really ddun seem to be the one i know from the start anymore , which show me hw much i mean to you , which was always there . & the things you did , its jus that i nvr say out .
there r so many things you dk ! & nw you change back , AND come andd say me ._.
yarh ba , i mena nth alright ? happy ? making me cry like a running tap everydday . than still must put a smile on my face everydday ; when im so hurt ! its so hardd lols . than nw ignoring me . ddun love me than say lahhs , mai hurt me again can ? mai play w me can ? ._. lols . nvm , you ddun even bother to lai readd ._. forget it ...

NOW , evrydday kanna scoldding again & again . i didnt even ddo anything ._.
THAN ! my EOY papers marks like shyt lahhs ! studdiedd to hardd for that subject , than fail. FISH LAHHS ! ddamn dulan & sadd lahhs ! criedd ? :X

FORGET IT , i still must face the worldd & friendds . i still must have a smile on my face. so that they wont think wadd ._.

nvm , i will endd here ba . going to eat liao D:
than af that bathe , than go sch again ._. dance & sing . ddamn tiredd. but no one bother abt me D: so wadd , im surffering ? no one care , no one bother ._. nt even you .
hao ba . i will endd here . BYE :D

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