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Monday, October 20, 2008

HMM , this post is going to post specailly for someone :D
whish i love alot . bu the person didnt know ...
BODOH x3 :D !
i really ddo you love you okay ? it hadd been from the start to now !
yarh , you todday jus saidd me & we hadd SUCH A BIG PROBLEM ._. you ignoredd me D: !
that didnt make me happily ... that make me cant slp at night & ... ; lols .
ddo you know ? maybe ? maybe not ?
you saidd i was hurting you alot & you r tiredd ..
yarhyarh , i did ... it was my fault ... & you r the only one getting hurt ._.
yarh ba , now maybe you will think im complaining or wadd. but im jus sadd ? & i didnt toldd you lots of things cause , i didnt want to add more worries & troubles on to you. i know you hadd alot alr . so i didnt say . BUT ! maybe you will think im hidding somethings , but the truth is im nt .
& you hurt me too , okay ? is jus that somtimes you didnt know too . but i didnt want to make you blame urself & make you unhappy. so everytime it happen , i jus cry myself in bedd ._. who knows ? no one ... even you ddun even know .
ohyarh , ANDAND ! sometimes i didnt saidd , alos because i didnt wan you to cut urself . I DIDNT WAN TO SEE MY LOVE ONE IN PAIN & HURTING THEMSEVES . ddo you know ?

ANDAND ! I KNOW I SPOIL UR BIRTHDAY ! SO ! i wantedd to repay you , you know wadd i did ? you dk ._. i try my best to make alot for you , but you dk ; i was ddoing all these for you . wantedd to wish that if i really i can ddo it finish , you will be happy . but i think you was think im nt a gd person at all .

ANDAND ! everything i ddone , hadd a purpuse ; ect . wantedd to take things from you , reason wantedd to see you :X you know ? you dk , you always thought i jus wantedd to take the things , so i come findd you . nvm .
HMM , maybe you wont believe wadd im saying ba . BUTBUT ! ITS THE TRUTH ! & i wrote lots of things to you , but didnt pass it to you , idk why . all those things r really wadd i wantedd to say long ago . & there r more ; but there r no ear for me ._. YARH , MAYBE THERE IS ; ect . you , yarh , but i didnt wan to add heavy bags onto you ; so over all , its all within me .

nvm arh . wish you couldd undderstand . but i ddun think so arh .
ALRIGHT ! I JUS HAVE TO SAID IM SRY ! I SUX ALRIGHT ?!
[ maybe all these also wont be readd by you D: ]

OHYARH ! LAST THING ! which is also the most IMPORTANT thing ; HERE GOES ...
i hadd always love you from the start . my love to you , hadd nvr been a lie .
& you r jus like the one i needd MOST ! BUT YOU DIDNT KNOW IT AT ALL .

alright . here for you , jus wish that you can know ; iloveyou fcuking lots :D !
& also wish that things can turn out GOOD :D !

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