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Thursday, October 15, 2009
Hurt So Much In The Inside. :/
16Oct.
POEPLE :D. Back. Yay, Exam is finally over! I wish to enjoy & have some fun! Be Happy like i always do...
Alright, just say a HappyBirthday to Cedric! 15oct, his bday. had Bbq at his house there. lots of people came..
Alright, i will say abt yesterday. Had last Paper :D. MathPaper2. its was okay lahhs, except one question, dont understand the English... nvm. than heard abt something from Yunyue. Haix, its make me keep thinking abt it & upset. but i control.. yarh.. than after school, went to collect otah w Cedric & Zion & Zihan. than Zihan went home first. than we 3 zhao back. i went home. while they 2 meet Calvin & cab to Cedric's house. than, i went home, played com all the way. until Conan call me. than bathe, out, meet him. Went to tm buy stuff, than Century buy again.. thna waited for bus, go Cedric house meet the rest. So many people lahhs.. than they went out to fetch the others to come. took abt like 2hours. than i think left some present at hoem, so do on spot. thanks to Yunyue, Calvin & Zihan, for helping me count until 520. than do do. they came back & rush us.. ask them give me soem time, than im done :D. went down w Yunyue.
ALot people there. Got, Cedric Calvin Zion Zihan Randy Angelo Weixuan Liangyu Nigel Clavance Conan Peter Hanif Tracy Chiyan Era & alot of others. than sat w Yunyue. Blabla. all start bbq-ing, eat. than me & her sit there nth. Randy came & ask, nt the others. nvm, than blabla. Than at night, somethings happen. :/ than blabla, thanks PEOPLE :D. For all the concern. Really glad. Haix, nvm. Actually, all your concern just make me worst :x. Because, all of you are concern but not ...... Sometimes i wonder what am i? Nothing bahh. ):
Than, see so many people ask here ask there. So i control & act as if its fine.. than blabla.. the feeling only got worst, but i control. nvm. than so control. act im fine. than went to eat abit. Yarh, thanks for helping me take. (: than eat & drink abit, nvm, no mood to eat anyways. than My R Kor, now emo. Hiax, went to comfort him & ask what happen, finally say. than ask him mai sad liao. Blabla. things got better for just awhile ._. nvm, than off to celebrate. & they played w cake.. We didnt. than pei yy go down. than stay awhile more, took bus back w Zion Randy & Calvin. Wash up & i was tired so went to slp. Sorry for not replying ;x.
16Oct. Today!
Haix, i want to go lahhs, seriously! Stay at home only make me think more ): But idk whether i can? & dont feel like asking .. Everything is spoiling my mood ): idk what to do?! nvm, will find something to do late on~
Alright, will blog again soon :D.
Im going to plan this 6 days :x. Heheee :D. Exam over; Enjoy time :D.
Time Pass.. Sometimes, i thought that you really had changed & became better. treating me better (: I was wrong.. You are still the same.. the bochup person, i always know..
Yesterday. why i cried so much? Really, its just hurt so much, until i cant take it anymore.. If i can take it, i wont cried. At first, i can, but in the end, it didnt get better, so i ...
Haix, ALL my friends came & ask. You? you just dont seem to care at all? the whole day? you didnt even care abt me at all? What am i to you? Nothing bahh. ):
When more friends came & ask whether if im fine. the more i want cry, cause they ask, they are concern abt me. You? Where are you? idk? having fun bahh, as its your bday. i didnt want this de, i told myself to let you have a happy day & enjoy. & not to quarrel w you. Im sorry. Sorry. Maybe you are not even upset w it.. Actually i just want you to come & show that you care? But its just seem so hard.. Even if you come, is Clavance FORCE you to come..
C Kor ask me break, but i said no to him.. i really cant bear to do it.. More & more people agree to what he said.. But i just dont want. iloveyou so much, i dont want to leave... nvm.
I really dk what am i? i peirce of shyt to you bahh.. nothing, & not important..
ReallyReally, i just wish you could be more concern everytime.. Show that you care & you love me.
& i really love my boyf alot.. Sometimes, i love you more than myself, i cant even see myself anymore.. But what do i get from you? a cold one... I really want to be by your side always, but you just dont seem to care.. it just hurt so much everytimes.
Nvm, idont think you will see this.. But yarh, YongHuiJing will always love her boyf, as much as she can do.. ♥
Picture time, for yesterday :D. For more Pictures go to ShawSian FaceBook. there is 142 pictures! :x
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